imabitch

you can't go on well in life until you let go
of your past failures and heartaches.

i've learnt not to hang on; onto my past anymore.
i was once in love for one year, four months.
it wasn't easy letting go; not at all.
i'm glad i got over it anyways!
i've decided maybe its not the right time
to get into a relationship after all.
i'm glad with the way things
are going for me right now;
and i dont ever want it to change;
maybe later on in life;
but definitely NOT now!
now; things are much more settled
my life is less complicated

i'm less open right now
as i've learnt not to trust
too many people easily.
my closest friends;
especially clairechua and bea
they're always there for me
no matter what, no matter when!
its just great having them as my friends.

to the rest of my friends out there;
those who i didnt name;
you know you you'll are.
iloveyawl too! ((:

since my life is so much settled now.
i've decided to return back to CL.


heyheyheyheyhey ! this is nat.
ok. that was nat! nat liew!


sometimes i wonder why;
why people go to church for.
read claire's blog.
totally agree with what she's saying.

during my most depressed times in my life;
i kept going to the adoration room
to spend some quiet time with him;
reflecting as well as praying.
i'm grateful to him for what he has given me;
especially my family!
i love them ALOT.
not forgetting my friends.
he has helped me alot through
my times of need;
for this i'm grateful! (((:

yet now; i wonder to myself.
why do most of the teenagers go to church for?
cos they're forced to;
cos of their FRIENDS?!

or best;
some dont even go!
they only start going for masses
when their friends go;
when their girlfriends go;
when their boyfriends go?!

what is then the meaning of church?!
just to go there and meet your friends.
CL has helped me alot in my faith
i'm glad i decided to be part of the group once again.

yet some;
what does having a ministry mean to you?!
you dont turn up;
and give some stupid reason
or some stupid excuse!

sorry.
just felt like blogging all these.

posted by stacey @ Thursday, August 12, 2004